Sunday, March 16, 2008
Watched Sky of love
Watched sky of love the movie,really a touching movie.Personally i love the song too by Yui Aragaki-Heavenly days.Here is the lyrics and transalation
新垣結衣 - Heavenly Days
Yui Aragaki - Heavenly Days
作詩：新原陽一 作曲：クボケンジ
目覚ましが鳴る 前に起きて時を止める
思い出せるのは もうなんとなくだけど 君の事
i woke up before the alarm clock started ringing and stopped the time
somehow or another, i could remember all about you
一億分の君に会えた 奇跡なんかも
いつの間にか 忘れちゃうかな
忘れた事さえもきっと忘れてしまうの?
the one in a hundred million chance i met you, was like a miracle
have i forgotten that without noticing?
are forgotten things really gone forever?
ヘブンリーデイズ 胸のポケットの部屋
君の消えたぬくもりを探すよ
もう二度と君を想う事はなくても あぁ
まだ少し暖かい あの日々に鍵をかけて
heavenly days the room in my chest pocket
i'm searching for your warmth that had disappeared
even if i'll never again think of things about you, aa
its still a little warm, i lock it up in the memories of that day
歩き疲れて 座り込んで 途方に暮れて
叶わない夢 運命とか 二人なら言えた
tried from walking i sat down and was at a loss
we would have talked about unreachable dreams and fate
改札口で言えなかった 言いたかった
「ありがとう」って 言葉はたぶん
「さよなら」よりも悲しい言葉に思うの
at the gate we couldn't speak, we didn't want to speak
"thank you" is probably
a sadder word than "goodbye" i think
ヘブンリーデイズ うまく笑えてたかな
最後のキスシーン 震える君の手も
握れなかった 涙さえ落ちなかった あぁ
ひとりぼっちになり 今更溢れ出すよ
heavenly days you smiled so effortlessly
the last kiss scene and i didn't even hold
your shaking hand, i didn't shed any tears. aa
only after i'm alone did the tears start flowing
ヘブンリーデイズ 胸のポケットの部屋
君の消えたぬくもりを探すよ
もう二度と君を想う事はなくても あぁ
手を伸ばしてみても ここにはもう居ないよ
新しい光の下 歩き出すよ
heavenly days the room in my chest pocket
i'm searching for your warmth that had disappeared
even if i'll never again think of things about you, aa
even if i tried to reach out to you, you are no longer here
under the new day's light, i started walking away
Heavenly days
mezamashi ga na ru mae ni oki te toki wo tomeru
omoidaseru no wa mou nantonaku da kedo kimi no koto
ichi okubou no kimi ni ae ta kiseki nanka mo
itsu no ma ni ka wasure chau ka na
wasure ta koto sae mo kitto wasure te shimau no
heavenly days
mune no poketto no heya
kimi no kie ta nukumori wo sagasu yo
mou nidoto kimi wo omou koto wa naku te mo
mada sukoshi atataka ano hibi ni kagi o kake te
aruki tsukare te suwarikon de tohou ni kure te
kanawa nai yume yu'ni toka futari nara ie ta
kaisatsu guchi de ie nakatta ii takatta
' arigatou'tte kotoba wa tabun
' sayonara ' yori mo kanashii katoba ni omou no
heavenly days
umaku warae te ta ka na
saigo no kisusu kurueru kimi no te o
nigire nakatta namida sae ochi nakatta
hitoripocchi ni nari imasara afure dasu yo
heavenly days
mune no poketto no heya
kimi no kie ta nukumori wo sagasu yo
mou nidoto kimi wo omou koto wa nakutemo
te o nobashi te mi te mo koko ni wa mou i nai yo
atarashii hikari no shita aruki dasu yo
Labels: Tenacity - Giving up is the ultimate tragedy.
11:21 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Rain rain go away,come again another day
Today rain so heavily,rain rain go away,come again another day.)):
Labels: This better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
9:30 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Goodbye To You lyrics
Sorry for not blogging for so many days been busy with many things,anyway i am blogging today ((:.Did my usual community service and went home to rest straight after my that.Well today nothing was special,just gonna blog a song that i like very much"Goodbye to you-Michelle Branch"
Goodbye To You lyrics
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
Labels: Men's vows are women's traitors [William Shakespeare]
9:26 PM
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Sad Love Story"I Love You"
Awww these few days have been raining heavily,i wonder is there anything happening up in the heaven =X.Oh well today i won't be writing about what i did today,i would like to share a story i read online T_T
Sad Love Story"I Love You"
I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”
He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…
Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell meI put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll
every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it.
Jin: What….why…I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…
Honk~ Honk~With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…
“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.
“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.“I love you~”“I love you~”“I love you~”Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…
“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.
Labels: that's true., Time may take us apart
9:48 PM
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
My father birthday XDD
Wow today was a good day for me ba,hahaz as usual went to Bedok Multi-Service Centre for the Elderly for my community service 7am-2pm 6hrs including 1 hr of lunch break.Today i help to wash the Ambulance car that transport the elderly to the centre,it was abit tiring but i am doing it on my own will.Guess i changing to become a good person?HAHA well let's hope too,went to Mcys to report to my Probation officer and everything went well.OH YA today is my father's birthday,went home for dinner and ate the birthday cake lastly hope my father wishes do come true.Ok time to sleep if not can't wake up tomorrow morning.Peace out ((: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY
Labels: As long as i livin', i'll be waiting.
10:40 PM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
First day doing my CS
Today i went to Bedok Multi-Service Centre for the Elderly for my community service 7am-11am 4hrs.Actually wasn't as bad as i thought hahas,i had been helping out with the transport and i learnt lots of things from the Sirs there.Well tomorrow i going there again,hope everythings works well.Oh ya i went my future school[MacPherson ITE] after my community service,the school is very quiet and is very different from my secondary school.Ok that's all i will be meeting my Probation Officer tomorrow,hopes everythings is fine.^^ I am so hungry now*CRIES* i ate my dinner but i am stil hungry *SOB*Ok i go eat my dinner,gonna blog again tomorrow night
Labels: It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
9:13 PM
Start blogging again XD
Wow i start to blog again,hmmm like my new url?HAHA inspired by Deathnote,Grim Reaper also known as death is shown as a skeletal figure carrying a large scythe, and wearing a midnight black gown, robe or cloak with a hood, or sometimes, a white burial shroud. Usually when portrayed in the black-hooded gown, only his eyes can be seen or nothing at all for that matter.Anyway thanks wikipedia for the meaning of Grim Reaper,tomorrow i going to Bedok Multi-Service Centre for the Elderly for my community service T_T 7am-12pm omg 5hrs.Hope everythings goes well going to sleep now,blogging tomorrow night ((:
Labels: Live life to the fullest (:
11:49 AM
